Archive for May, 2010

28
May
10

SINCE WHEN DID TWITTER BECOME A DATING WEBSITE?

As most of you know if you follow my blog that I have a Twitter account, you can view my profile at http://twitter.com/LUIS_CASTRO_NYC if you are interested or wondering what I “tweet” about. Now of course as we all know when using Twitter http://twitter.com/ that you can follow peoples tweets and they can follow you as well if one feels that you have something interesting to say.

It’s almost like having a personal fan club for the average person as well it’s a great way to promote ones small business or company. But since when did Twitter become a dating, pick up website? In all the time that I have used Twitter I would never have thought that someone would actually make a pass at me.

If someone wanted to make a pass at me you would think that it would happen at a bar or on some dating website, even walking down a local street or on the New York City subway http://www.mta.info/ someone can make a pass at you. And I have had the above mentioned happen to me in the past.

Of course it takes a certain level of guts if one wants to make a pass at anyone, for there is always the fear of rejection. But to do it on Twitter I feel is definitely a move that takes guts and a large level of bravado. This odd moment of “Twitter after dark.” actually started for me about two days ago when on my Twitter account I had acquired a new follower. Being courteous as I try to be usually, I replied back to the new follower with message saying “Thank you for following me.” Shortly after sending my message I had gotten a reply back via the direct message option on Twitter from the new follower. Their reply message said. “Anytime cutie.”

It did raise an eyebrow when I saw the word “cutie” but overall I really did not think much about it, and had no further thought about the reply message. After about a day or so I had gotten another direct message from the person asking me “how was I doing today.” Being considerate I had replied back saying that I was fine and that all was well with me.

Usually on Twitter after that type of message I thought I would not get another reply back from a person that I don’t really know. Then after a short time they replied again. And after a few short exchanges of messages we were having a full-blown conversation.  Then at one point the person mentioned that I looked quite handsome in my avatar photo that I use on Twitter and the fact that I have a blog was a turn on for them as well.

Right then and there I had my WTF moment of shock and awe. I would never think having a blog would be a factor for turning on a person. But for them it did reason being that they stated was. “It shows that you are a person with brains and considerable thoughts.” I just thought that the moment was odd and if this was a moment that happened in person I would have blushed big time and might not have any more words to say.

I did try to keep the conversation low-key and tried not to play into it that much. But overall it was a very interesting conversation. What I thought was interesting about it was the fact that my avatar photo on Twitter and to a small part as well my blog was the basis of this person reaching out to me.

Now of course I can’t tell at this moment what this person is like for I really don’t know that much about them, for getting to know someone does take time to do. And I have a feeling that this person will try again to reach out to me. Now of course if a person wants to reach out to me that is fine. If they are a stalker and or nut job then that is one we should all try to avoid of course.

Only time will tell what will happen down the line. But one thing that I seem to know for now is the fact that I have what you can say is a “very interested fan” of me and my blog.

26
May
10

LET’S SEE WHAT HAPPENS THIS TIME AROUND.

In a past blog post that I posted a little over two weeks ago titled “Like it or not, your life has to adjust for the unexpected.” You can see the post on my blog at.: http://lulogic.wordpress.com/2010/05/09/like-it-or-not-your-life-has-to-adjust-for-the-unexpected/ I went on a rant about the lack of information that was given to me about a home makeover project.

For the record the project is still going on and after weeks of delay it should be fully completed this weekend. That’s if all goes well of course. At lease this time around the level of communications has improved greatly so maybe I had finally gotten my point across and someone finally listed.

Now of course they did plan to finish this home makeover project this weekend. And as we all know this weekend coming up is the Memorial Day weekend. So some of my Memorial Day weekend plans will have to be adjusted since they are planning to take care of this project over the holiday weekend.

If anything it should be only mild adjustments to my plan, or I hope that will be the case. Fleet Week will be going on in New York City starting today. And I did want to check out some of the activities that are going on during the week. And I did think about checking out the Intrepid Air and Space Museum http://www.intrepidmuseum.org/ as well.

I am expecting about a day and a half of my time will be needed from myself to help on this home makeover project. So if I plan this right I might be able to salvage a part of my holiday weekend. Since the level of talks has improved from the last time I have a better idea of what to expect. At lease I did not plan to go away for the holiday. I would have been upset if I had planned a trip, paid for it and was getting ready to go away only to find out that I would have had to cancel it after all the effort of planning.

For at one point I was thinking about going to Black Bike Week in Myrtle Beach South Carolina. http://blackbikeweek.com/ But once I caught wind of the makeover plans I thought it would be best not to go this year. And what I mean by “caught wind” is the fact they did not tell me originally about the makeover project. I had to overhear a somewhat-private conversation. Now granted I was not spying on them, it’s just that one member that was having the conversation has no concept of “volume control” when it comes to talking. They seem to feel that everything they say has to said loudly. And if you tell them to “lower your voice please” they feel that the person making such a request is rude.

I guess when it comes to manners they was never told as a child when to lower their voice when need be. But that’s o-kay for it’s an odd part of the person’s personality. I have gotten use to it somewhat. But overall I am glad of the fact that the talks about the makeover project have improved. It’s a small improvement that is better than no improvement at all.

So the Memorial Day holiday weekend will be a juggling act for me, but I think that if the necessary talks continue then I might actually still have fun over the weekend. I can only hope for the best.

23
May
10

MEMORIES OF A PERFECT LIFE.

What is perfection? Many people will answer that question with a different answer every time the question is asked. Is perfection witnessing the birth of your first child? Is perfection looking up into the night sky and seeing the stars on a clear night as they glow and shine? Is it art from years and centuries past? Is it the beauty science, and wonder of mathematics? Or is it the thoughts of past events in a person’s life that brings a smile on ones face when they think about them?

Like I mentioned before every answer that is given will be different no one answer is the correct answer. Actually in an odd type of way the answer that is given from a person would be considered by them to be the correct answer.

For myself I would have to say (at lease at this moment) it was reflecting on certain past moments in my life. Over the weekend I had gotten a phone call from a good friend that I have not spoken to in a while. As well we have not seen each other in a few years. The reason for that is because they live in the state of North Carolina and of course myself I live in the state of New York.

We just have been busy with our current lives to make the time to plan a trip so that we can see each other. Beyond that we do try to call each other or text once in a while so that we can stay in touch and catch up with what is going on with us. To my very pleasant surprise my good friend from North Carolina did call me over the weekend. He does not work a normal nine to five. So to be honest I really don’t know the best time to call and reach out to say “hello.” So I often play it safe and just send a text message to him once in a while.

He called me to say first of all to say “thanks” for all the text messages and pictures that I have been sending him. And this was a moment that when he called he actually had some free time on his hands to reach out and get in touch with me. For sometimes when we talk our conversations don’t even last longer than five minutes, but this time around we spoke for almost over a half-hour.

We spent a good part of the time on this call catching up on what was new with us. And from there after we had caught up with what was going on with each other. We started to talk about the adventures or “miss-adventures” of our past times when we traveled to see each other. We talked about the events that we found so funny when I traveled down to his state and when he traveled to New York.

It was a very good time that we had on the phone as we were both in a happy state of bliss recalling all the fun things that we had done while we was together. And actually we had realized that at one point in the conversation that the last time that we did see each other was six years ago. Once we discovered that fact we did kick around the idea of traveling again to see each other. So there might be a good chance that I will travel to see him since I am not working at the moment. It is one of the few benefits of being unemployed, for you do have a lot of free time to play around with.

The memories of six years ago were fun to review once again for it was a different time for us back then. I had a great job that I enjoyed with great hours and pay that I actually enjoyed going to. And my friend had a different job back then that allowed him to use his time with great flexibility to use as he wished. Of course things have changed since back in the days. I have lost the job that I had back then for they had shut down. And my friend lost his job due to budget cuts. But he is working at a different place now and the current economy had not affected his employment. While I have bounced around doing temp work, and then finding a full-time job, only to lose it once the economy went bad.

What a difference a few years can make. At one point he asked me if I had plans for the weekend. And I told him that I was going to get ready after this call to see a friend that I have not seen in a short while. The friend that I was going to see was coming in from New Jersey which is much closer than the state of North Carolina of course. I then told him that we were going to go to the following bars Pieces http://piecesbar.com/ and the Monster Bar. http://www.manhattan-monster.com/

Once my friend from North Carolina found this out he gave such a scream of joy and excitement for he was at these two bars when he visited New York. I had taken him there both times when he was up here and we had such a blast. (Besides…You can’t go wrong with four-dollar drinks at Pieces and dancing at the Monster Bar.) My friend told me “Oh… I so wish I was there so that I can go with you. Please have a drink for me when you are there.” I told him I would and of course I did do so once I did get down there.

After the call was done I had a sense of bliss from remembering all the fun things that we did, and I felt that my friend in North Carolina had the same feelings too. I had finally finished getting ready and traveled into Manhattan to meet with my friend that was coming into the city from New Jersey. Once we had met up we also started talking about the last time we was in the bars and caught up on all the good times that we had back then.

After a few hours of “bar hopping” it was time to for us to leave. Actually my friend had to leave for he had to make sure that he caught the last bus at the Port Authority bus terminal http://www.panynj.gov/bus-terminals/port-authority-bus-terminal.html leaving to go back to New Jersey.

After my friend left I had stayed at the bar for about another hour and a half before getting on the New York City subway http://www.mta.info/ to go home. Thank goodness that the subway in New York runs twenty-four hours, seven days a week. For I did not want to spend the extra money to take a cab home to Brooklyn, New York.

While going home I started thinking of all the past memories that I had shared with both of my friends on the phone and in person. And it made me start to wonder once again that I feel that I need to take another trip down south. For the past memories were great. So why not make a new memory to keep and share? My life may not be “perfect” at this moment. But what’s not to stop me from taking a moment in my life and making it a little better? The only thing that is stopping me is myself. So I may just plan a trip down there to see a very good friend and to bring a little joy and happiness into my life and there’s as well. For good memories from the past are just one of the reasons that we keep moving forward.

20
May
10

I WONDER WHAT WE CAN ACHIEVE AND CANNOT ACCOMPLISH.

So human history has shown us that we can go to the moon.

Harness the power of the atom to make a nuclear bomb and use it twice.

But we can’t fix a giant oil leak that is happening in the Gulf of Mexico?

Has man-kind lost its touch to create and save beautiful things? It makes me wonder sometimes. For throughout the days of man-kind we have achieved so many triumphs. Have we lost our touch as a society to fix disasters?  I only hope that we all learn from this and make sure that a disaster like this never happens again. Just a thought…

18
May
10

WHY I DON’T USE FACEBOOK AND FOUR SQUARE.

**Before you start to read the above mentioned blog post. The reader should be told that the following post might be found offensive with regards to my thoughts on Facebook dot com and Four Square dot com.**

On my Twitter account located at http://twitter.com/LUIS_CASTRO_NYC I had made the following comment about Facebook dot com. “Just seen on tv that May 31 is being promoted as “quit Facebook day.” I wonder how many people will quit? #Facebook #fail #quit

You can see the actual website promoting this at http://www.quitfacebookday.com/

Many of my friends ask me “Do I use Facebook?” And they all have this look on their face of hope and excitement that the answer will be a simple “yes.” But when I tell them “no” their looks changes to awe and shock and wonder and ask why I do not use it.

And at that point I give what you can say is my “standard answer.” My reply back is “Facebook is a security risk, and I valve my personal security.” Once my friends find out that I don’t use Facebook they all give me that same look as they all do. It’s a look on their face of how dare you not use Facebook? You are being anti-social; don’t you want to know what people are doing? And don’t you want people to know what is going on with you? And as well find old friends that you have lost contact with?

Since when did Facebook become a necessary part of life? And if you don’t use it you are considered not normal. If friends want to find out what is going on with me, they can just call or send me an e-mail, or even send a first-class letter via the post office. As for friends that I have lost contact with. I see it like this… If one makes an effort to stay in touch with friends or associates then they would not need to worry about what happened to them for you will always be in touch with them.

If a person is no longer in your life, then they or yourself must have done something that would make them feel that they should not be associated with you. Now you might say that “they have lost your information.” But come on now… If you make an effort you can hold onto a person’s contact information and reach out to them when need be. If you don’t want to be associated with a particular person then losing their contact information is very easy to do, for you just don’t want to be bothered with them anymore.

Does everybody want to be friends with everyone they meet with in life? Of course not, for not everyone is a perfect match for friendship or otherwise, I feel that people who use Facebook have a very low self-esteem about themselves and are looking to reach out for any type of social contact and the maximum amount of so-called friends that they can find online.

Which brings me to another point actually, I find it funny how some or actually most people who use Facebook will mark someone as a friend and have never even meet the person face to face. They will say things like. “I chatted with my friend who lives in London via Facebook.” And mind you they never have been to London to actually visit him or her. Or even better the so-called friend in London never came to visit them. You have to physically meet a person and take the time to get to know them before you can consider them to be a friend.

You don’t know who is this person is exactly, they can tell you that they are nice and have a great personality and a good job. While actually they are some sort of pervert, crook, or someone who is trying to steal your identity. People that use Facebook I think just have no common sense about the dangers of what could be lurking out there on the internet. Or in person if you actually meet the individual and they turn out to be some sort of sick sociopath, murder or even a rapist.

The bottom line is this; you just can’t trust everyone that you meet online. And the trust of friendship has to be earned and not just treated as an acceptance as a friend from some website that can’t even protect its own members from people who we are told to avoid in life.

Now you might say “I do know these people actually.” Did you take the time to verify that they have a Facebook account? Did you call them to confirm that they sent an invite? No you did not… You were not even thinking about that. You had no thought or intention of doing so? I will even go far as to say that you did not even read the full legal terms and conditions on using Facebook before you joined up. As far as you may not know the on-line profile that you just accepted might have been a fake and is a person trying to steal your identity, rob or even hurt you.

This also brings to my next gripe. http://foursquare.com/ This is nothing more than a stalkers internet paradise. People that use foursquare I think are just asking for trouble and are looking to get posted on http://pleaserobme.com/

Everyone does not need to know what I am doing or where I am at during a particular moment. And I don’t need to know every little detail of what my friends are doing. It’s just way too much information and over sharing. One day I expect to see that someone on Twitter via four square became mayor of their local Starbucks only because they use the public toilet there on a regular basis.

Now I know someone is going to say that Twitter uses geo-tracking on tweets. For the record I have that feature disabled and often check my settings from time to time to make sure that is stays that way. The bottom line is this.

Before you share your life with the internet and the world just make sure you know and trust who you are sharing the intimate details of your life with. As well… there is nothing wrong with being discreet. Sometimes people don’t need to know everything that you are doing on a daily basis.

12
May
10

A STRANGER MIGHT KNOW YOU BETTER THAN YOU KNOW YOURSELF.

While taking care of a few errands that I needed to do yesterday, which was pretty much my usual routine that I do on Tuesdays. Nothing major or grand about the routine to be honest, just getting my unemployment money and putting it in the bank and as well go shopping for a few house hold items that I had needed as well.

Like I said just another typical day for me, during my travels around town yesterday I was in a part of Brooklyn, New York that was actually not that far from where I use to live sometime back. It’s an area of Brooklyn where three neighborhoods kind of converge on each other. The areas are downtown Brooklyn, Fort Greene and Park Slope.

And right on the main strip of this area of Brooklyn is Atlantic Avenue. If you ever go to Atlantic and Fourth Avenue in Brooklyn you will see a lot of mom and pop stores, a few flowers shops and a major drug store chain as well, even shops and stores that sell things that you would not normally find in a major metropolitan city such as New York. If you walk down Atlantic Ave and pass some of these stores you would feel and think that you were not in New York City anymore and that you were magically transported to some exotic land such as India, or even Egypt.

The area is full of culture and does have a certain level of being unique, while I was in this area I have been known in the past to go into a few of these stores to get a few items for myself. Such as soaps and lotions that are naturally made with little or no chemicals added to them, for I feel that they are much healthier for the skin and body, like lemongrass and tea tree soap or a bar of African black soap.

I had gone into one particular store that I have not gone to in a while, it’s a store that I go to mostly for cologne and scented body washes. While I was there yesterday I had taken a short moment to explore some of the other things that were there. The store clerk that was there knows who I am as a customer and we spoke for a short while catching up on things since we have not seen each other in some time. While chatting with him and exploring the store. I had discovered a book that caught my interest. The cove of this particular book was covered in a gold paisley pattern and had a zipper that went around the book for the cover was made of cloth and protected what was inside. As well this book had a plastic wrapping around it to protect it.

I asked the store clerk if I can remove the plastic wrapping to see the book and its contents inside. I thought he would say “no” for as you know some stores don’t like a person to unwrap things before purchasing it. From a distance he looked the book I was holding and replied back to my question with a “yes.” Actually… there was a sense of joy and happiness in his eyes when he had seen the book that I had picked up and his actual reply to my question of opening the book was actually the following.

“Yes… Please open the book for I know you will buy it once you look at it, it’s a beautiful book.” To be totally honest I really had no intention of purchasing the book. But I just wanted to check it out and take somewhat of a quick look at it. After unwrapping the plastic and unzipping the cover open and I took great care doing so for I did not want damage it in any way and the store clerk noticed this. And made the following comment as I was unwrapping it.

“It’s a great book you will buy it.” I thought nothing much of his comment at the time and I did noticed that he said this with a certain level of confidence like as if he had known something that I did not know.  After unwrapping it I opened the zipper around it and opened the book to what I originally thought was the first page. Actually… the first page was the last page of the book. For here in the United States and most of the world we read a book from left to right.

In Islam and Muslim culture a book is read from right to left. The complete opposite of what I have been learned as a child on reading,  after this cultural adjustment I do what I usually do when I look at a book for the first time. I look at who was the author, the date of when it was printed, the ISBN number and all that stuff I find interesting. The fact that all this typical detail was in what I consider the back of the book from years of reading from left to right, and now being forced to do the opposite in order to read it correctly sparked my interest more.

Like I said… after my “cultural adjustment” on how to read this book properly I opened the book to a totally random page. I did not pre-judge what I was going to look at by reading the table of contents. I just opened the book to a totally random page. After doing so I came across a passage and read it. The passage was about seven lines long and spoke about living in ones means, weather rich or poor and that after hardship has passed one will be blessed with the joys of life.

I kind of found myself identifying myself with this passage since I am not working and living off unemployment with the limited funding that I get from time to time. I wanted to read more, but thought since I cannot buy the book at this time, I will make the purchase another time in the future if I ever remember to do so. After closing the book and wrapping it. I had put the book back.

The store clerk noticed that I had put the book back with care and then said to me. “It’s a great book, beautiful, it speaks to everyone.” And he had said this with a tone of joy and passion in his voice. As I put the book back he told me. “You will buy it.” I told him that I can’t do so right now for I have done quite a bit of shopping already, while showing him the two large bags of items that I already purchased.

He replied back saying. “I know it (the book) spoke to you for it’s a beautiful book.” In my head I said to myself, “yea… It did”, but I did not tell the store clerk that of course it as my little way of not admitting that he was correct. He then told me the cost for will be eight dollars. A lot less than what the book originally had as its purchase price, to be honest… if the clerk owned the store, I think he would have given it to me for free.

He then said to me (again) “Eight dollars you will like it, it’s speaks beauty.” And with that said, I actually bought the book. He clerk was so happy that I purchased it. And after all was said and done with the transaction and I had gotten my change back. The clerk said. “You will see the beauty of what is written for it speaks to everyone, you will be happy”

As I left the store to go home after my unexpected purchase, I had a felling on the way home of. “How did he exactly know that I was going to buy this after looking at it?” Was it faith or destiny that lead me to this purchase? Or was it a general curiosity that I wanted to explore? I will say the latter of the two. But the clerk at the store just knew right from the start that I would buy it. As if he knew I was looking for something and all he did was point me in the right direction as if I was lost in my travels.

A person who does not know not that much about me, but somehow had known what I was looking for. If you asked me would I have ever made such a purchase I would have said “maybe” or even say “I would never consider it at this moment.” But this person who did not know me all that well, just knew that I would buy it, as if he had known me better than I have known myself.  It’s like I always say about life. “Things happen for a reason, and we may never know the reason as to why things happen in our lives. But when it does happen it might show you something that you might have missed whether about yourself or the world around you.”

09
May
10

LIKE IT OR NOT, YOUR LIFE HAS TO ADJUST FOR THE UNEXPECTED.

With the close of the weekend I had spent most of last week getting ready for what was to be a home makeover for the living room in the apartment that I am staying in. A home makeover project that never happened.

I was given warning about this project as if it was impending doom and that if this preparation was not taken care of, it would be the end of the world and life as we all know it. Well of course I had taken care of what I needed to do to get the job done. I had spent most of last week cleaning up my stuff, and throwing out some things that I no longer use. And the remaining stuff was taken to storage.

Of course I had to do this all by myself, for everyone else that I know is working and could not take the time off to help me. But the job was done and I was the master of my own little universe and I left no reason for people to give me drama and complain about the lack of work that needed to be done.

Getting dusty and dirty cleaning up, trashing stuff and moving the remainder of the items to storage, this had taken a few days to do. Now of course you think that people would tell you when original plans have changed. But in this case they did not. I was just allowed to continue my end of the project because they thought (or would like to think…) that there will be impending doom if I did not do so.

Anyway… at the last possible moment they tell me that the makeover project would not happen as planned. Of course when I heard the news a feeling of “what the hell” came over me. I did not say anything about the lack of planning on their part, for there are some battles that one should never start. Even though I was not looking for a battle, it would have been perceived as one and I just did not want to go through the motions of going through such a thing.

So I just said “o-kay” and moved on from there. Of course I was not happy with the news, because I had to readjust everything for this. But al lease everything is taken care of for if and when this makeover happens. But I biggest issue I have is the fact that in was not told about the change of plans. And I know that this was not found out at the last-minute. It would have just been nice if someone just took the time to tell me the news of the change of plans.

Whatever happened to consideration? Or just keeping someone in the loop of things going on?  I usually tell people sometimes if the need be. “An emergency on your part does not constitute a disaster on my part.” Maybe next time, I will check up on them just as they did to me. Wonder how they would feel about that if that was done to them? They might not like it… So I will do what I do best. Keep my mouth shut and keep on moving. That I feel would be the best thing to do.

08
May
10

WELCOME TO NEW YORK CITY, THE LAND OF RED DOORS.

One of the interesting things about new living in New York City is the fact that the city its self has a personality all its own including the five boroughs. The borough that I live in Brooklyn, New York I can say definitely has a personality all its own.

And here is one way that the personality of this city is reflected. Brownstone and townhouse style apartment buildings, and even a few churches with red doors used for the entrance of these buildings. A red door on the front of a building does stand out and gives an image of being warm and inviting.

Plus it does kind of stand out as to say. “Hello and welcome to my warm and inviting place, feel free to enter and make yourself at home.” To be honest if I ever did purchase a brownstone apartment building I would have a red door as well. Below are a few photos of red doors that I have taken during my travels around Brooklyn and Manhattan.

05
May
10

I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOST.

I had spoken with a friend of mines tonight that I have not talked to in some time, and we spent the time on the phone catching up with what was going on with us. He told me that at his job today that they had laid off quite a few of his co-workers.

And he had mentioned that it was so sad to see people that he has worked with for years suddenly disappear. He claims that he felt lost for he did not know what to say as they packed and prepared to leave a job that they will no longer was going to return to.

I mentioned that I knew what he meant for it was like being at a funeral and you approach the person hosting the funeral, and you don’t know what to say to them to console them from the fact that they lost a loved one or partner.

You try to find the right words to say and as you say them with the best intentions of course however you feel that in the back of your mind that your comment could have been better stated. We actually felt that the lost of a friend or family member is similar when you lose a co-worker. For you never know what to say exactly.

I had mentioned that I have known quite a few friends that have lost their jobs that it has gotten to a point that my standard comment of reply is “I am sorry for your lost.”  For to me it seems to be the safest thing to tell a person. We both did agree that listening to such bad news is never easy. But it does make you feel a little odd as you try to console them.

Come to think of it… all that the person is looking for is just some form of comfort in a troubling period of time in their life. I did say to my friend that we all know that death is final, and we may treat the news of someone losing their job as such a final event in their life as well. But when one loses their job they might have a chance with getting some form of new employment. Maybe not right away, but in good time, unlike a death for when that happens it’s all over and there is no coming back.

At the end of our conversation we both agreed that the statement “I am sorry for your lost.” Is probably the best and safest thing to say when a person is going through a bad time in their life. Who would have ever thought that a comment mostly used at a funeral could and might be as comforting when telling a friend that you are sorry to hear that they lost their job.

Never thought about it actually until I took the time to rethink the conversation that I just had with my friend; it’s interesting how life can be at times.

03
May
10

FRINGE.

Today has felt like one of those days that you wish you can start over for it just seemed and felt totally odd. As if you are in a parallel universe, everything and everyone around you seems different and you are the only person that noticed this.

Of course the question you have to ask yourself is. “When did I fall down the rabbit hole to get here?” I guess for myself it started and happened yesterday afternoon. It was a day that was an exceptionally good day for me. It’s rare when I get one of those days that turned out to be great and not have a care in the world.

As if all the issues and matters that I had to address in life just did not exist. And actually I was totally fine with that and somewhat in a state of bliss from not having to worry about anything But now yesterday has passed and reality has kicked back in.

Or it feels more like reality is trying to get back, but just keeps drifting in and out of my timeline. A timeline that feels to have no sense of direction at the moment.  But at last all will fall into place, would I call it “day dreaming?” My answer is “no” to that question. For it does not feel like a dream at this moment.

It feels more like I am stuck between the two timelines with both of them pulling on me. Of course reality will win and bring me back. But it seems and feels that it reality is taking its time to do so. Like as if it’s playing with me and does not want to rush me back into the correct world all at once.

With that said and trying to adjust my day to correct this odd feeling, I have decided to just let it take its course and allow the universe to put everything back into place.  For there are just some battles that one should not fight and I feel that this is one of them.

I will go through the rest of my day and night, and if all goes well I should be fine by the next morning. And be able to pick up where I have left off. Of course doing so I know that there will be a feeling of “what once was.” A feeling that from time to time that will make me drift once again and put a smile on my face.

The events of yesterday were fun, and overall if it’s any indication of what is to come into my life. Then I am in for some interesting moments I feel. Its days like I had yesterday that one realize how much fun life can be at times.

We all spend so much time in life trying to do the best or right thing while at the same time forgetting to relax and enjoy a moment. And when that fun moment or period of time does happen you realize just how much fun one can have in their life. Personally… I am looking forward to more days like yesterday.




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